Nothing Lasts Forever

Today is the last day I get to spend with my boyfriend before he leaves for his mission :( It seems unreal for me, and I know that tonight, I'm still going to feel like I'm gonna see him tomorrow. ...Idk what I'm gonna do without my best friend around. :(

I've never been so depressed before. I cry ALL THE TIME. Even when I'm not trying to or in the appropriate place to cry. I cry in school, in the car, just sitting with friend, and the worst is at night. :(

I'm honestly speechless about what's going on. I love Taylor more than anything else in this world. I can't wait for him to come home.<3