Day 1

It's finally here! November 9, 2011.
So today is the first day Taylor is officially OFFICIALLY gone.
He left for Utah Tuesday morning, so we said all of our goodbyes on Monday, however, since then we've been texting and talking on the phone. So today is the first day that I haven't been able to talk to him.

I'm doing suprisingly well. I think it may be because I got all of my tears and sadness out this past week. I was seriously a mess. Now, I'm pretty good and optimistic. I'm emailing and dear eldering him, getting a package set up to give him this weekend , that Hadley kindly offered to deliver for me :) and just been excited to start counting down the days until he gets back! This is the first time I've ever felt so happy about the mission :) I have an incredible load of faith and I can feel God helping me out with this :)<3

I am so blessed to have Taylor in my life and to have spent an amazing two years with him<3 He's the best and I am so lucky that I got to fall in love with my best friend. When he gets back, we will pick up where we left off :)<3

So, that's it for today really...
Everyone has been SUPER awesome at helping me cope. I'd like to thank everyone who sent me a text, message on Facebook, phone call, or comforted me in person. It means so much to me that people care :)<3 I love all of you!

Well, thinks seem to be good, but it may be just because it hasn't hit me...I really can't tell if it has or not, but I am in a great mood about all of this :)<3 I find it kinda strange haha.