Day 2

Yesterday was day two without Taylor and it was a little rough.
My day went by sooooooo slow!! Five minutes felt like an hour. It was about 3:30pm, and I remember thinking to myself, "Why is the sun still up? It's like 8.." :( yup. Time goes by slow when you're waiting for it to speed up.

Another thing that made yesterday was rough was my phone. I can't stand this whole not getting texts or calls anymore :( I miss my boyfriend.

I stayed at school until about 7 last night because I was scared to leave. I felt like if I left I would just get more sad because I had nothing to do. However, Tony called me at about that time and asked me to go to dinner with him, so that was nice. Then I spent my night just talking with Ricardo and Austin about everything. They're great friends :)

My home life isn't well at all. I wish I had a steady income coming my way instead of this stupid on call, seasonal crap with work. I need to save up and get a freakin place to myself. My dad hasn't spoken to me in 3 days, my mom is always yelling at me and making me cry, and my dad, 3 days ago, told me he wants me out of the house and gone. I'm so done with everyone here :( It's seriously what brings me down the most, and I hate being around all of the negativity, but I have no where else to go... :( and it's 10 times harder without Taylor here. :'(


Everything is just bad. It's all bad.