Today is Saturday. I haven't slept since Wednesday :/
By the time I actually decide to get into bed, it's about 6am.
I can't stop crying and Taylor isn't even in town to talk to, neither is Garrett :(
I just need a friend who will hold me while I cry.
Taylor has some of the best people I know as best friends though. I called them last night at about 4am and they came and sat with me talking about everything until like 6... :/
It's awesome having a shoulder to lean on, someone saying they care, and someone to tell you it's going to be okay and really mean it.
I'm so scared that in 10 days when he's gone, I won't have someone to comfort me.
:( I've never felt so crappy in my life.
i love you. know that im here seriously. i can only imagine how hard things are. i have to go through it in 7 months & i dread it every day. miss you bby.
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